Its was my off day yesterday and i got a fever...A FEVER.... its like the ultimate illness to report sick for, syn toms are constant and detectable, sure to get mc for it... and i get it on my off day... Gawds
so anyway, today was a mess of the cold, head rattling in my skull, and lethargy... lousy day
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Hide and go seek
The point of hide and seek is to be found. Theres no point in being a perfect hider. It just spoils your fun. The seeker is not actually the role people actually want to have in the game, but seemingly, it is the most fun (and exasperating) at times. The only interaction is between the seeker and the people's that found. Other than that if you are hider, most of your game is spent alone in some dark corner. The better you are at that, the more alone you are. Simply put utilizing your skill requires you to be alone.
Socially, its similar to life. If your the best hider, you alone but what you produce is great. If your the best seeker, your art is in performance and people see you as you work. People see the whole time the person is seeking but the only see the time when the hider is found.
Food and glue on hands = poison
Socially, its similar to life. If your the best hider, you alone but what you produce is great. If your the best seeker, your art is in performance and people see you as you work. People see the whole time the person is seeking but the only see the time when the hider is found.
Food and glue on hands = poison
Thursday, May 29, 2008
T-shirts
FINALLY!
I have sent my army team t-shirts for printing. Thats one thing off my to do list. I have burn so damn much time on doing those designs... i had better get some off days for all that work.
Its an asphalt dragon
On the plus side I now know Auntie Nelly better so hopefully i can start printing my own shirts now. Its strange, you can never find one that suits you perfectly, so the best is just to print your own.
The cool thing is that she made my bear poster (see below) into somewhat of a shirt. Thats quite cool. If anyone ever sees it help me get a pic of it.
One down, a bajillion more things to do
I have sent my army team t-shirts for printing. Thats one thing off my to do list. I have burn so damn much time on doing those designs... i had better get some off days for all that work.
Its an asphalt dragon
On the plus side I now know Auntie Nelly better so hopefully i can start printing my own shirts now. Its strange, you can never find one that suits you perfectly, so the best is just to print your own.
The cool thing is that she made my bear poster (see below) into somewhat of a shirt. Thats quite cool. If anyone ever sees it help me get a pic of it.
One down, a bajillion more things to do
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Torn
If u do something right for the wrong reason does it still mean the same thing?
If you help a person with external motivation
If your facade is good for fear of judgment
If you let people in so you don't feel lonely
If you really love someone to fill the hole in your life
If you believe in God for fear of eternal damnation
When is it still right and when does it become wrong?
If you can actually relate to this, how many people next to you are going through the same thoughts. Better yet, how many don't care.
Why is it only when I'm most busy my social life picks up
If you help a person with external motivation
If your facade is good for fear of judgment
If you let people in so you don't feel lonely
If you really love someone to fill the hole in your life
If you believe in God for fear of eternal damnation
When is it still right and when does it become wrong?
If you can actually relate to this, how many people next to you are going through the same thoughts. Better yet, how many don't care.
Why is it only when I'm most busy my social life picks up
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Heritage
Recently, well not recently, i went to the peranakan museum that just recently opened. The exhibits really blew my mind. The craftsmanship in those days really are on a different level. Its amazing what they could do in those days. I finally managed to get the pictures from my sister's camera so here they are.
These are window grills, carved like bamboo and seeming in-layed with like gold, or glitz at least
This is PART of a giant tapestry. See the workmanship? Now multiply that many many times. There are tons of these beaded work there.
These are my favorite. The jewelery in the day were really intricate and fine. They even did things like "bleach" gold in assam to make it red gold. Mel u would really love to see the jewelery there.(If your reading this its both extremely cool and scary)
The weird thing is that after i learnt about my heritage I'm really divided. I' raised in a environment that favors sleek and simple designs, but the peranakan designs seem really cool, even though their color schemes are extremely gaudy and neon. To be inspired by the different? To incorporate gaudy neon into sleek?
Random Thought: Why are our crafts dieing out in this age
These are window grills, carved like bamboo and seeming in-layed with like gold, or glitz at least
This is PART of a giant tapestry. See the workmanship? Now multiply that many many times. There are tons of these beaded work there.
These are my favorite. The jewelery in the day were really intricate and fine. They even did things like "bleach" gold in assam to make it red gold. Mel u would really love to see the jewelery there.(If your reading this its both extremely cool and scary)
The weird thing is that after i learnt about my heritage I'm really divided. I' raised in a environment that favors sleek and simple designs, but the peranakan designs seem really cool, even though their color schemes are extremely gaudy and neon. To be inspired by the different? To incorporate gaudy neon into sleek?
Random Thought: Why are our crafts dieing out in this age
Monday, May 12, 2008
Relativity
Time is relative. But what is it relative to. In my case it sees to be deadlines. There seems to be a compression and decompression of time when it draws closer to my deadlines, as I see the guillotines draw closer. Could procrastination and quantum be related? As one is far from the deadline less "timeblocks" are given to work and more to oh so joyous randomness. Then as the deadline draws near all life is dropped away for work. I ish going to be having no life T.T
The strange thing is that it seems that i still have time to spare, like sometimes i cannot figure out what i need to do at that moment and like end up doing random things. And it could be cumulative but when people ask me if i have time to do more projects i seem to think so, i hope i don't disappoint. And then the horror is that the projects all gang up on you and demand to be finished around the same times T.T
Random thought: Pls call me out when u don't see me for too long, i may have died in my room
The strange thing is that it seems that i still have time to spare, like sometimes i cannot figure out what i need to do at that moment and like end up doing random things. And it could be cumulative but when people ask me if i have time to do more projects i seem to think so, i hope i don't disappoint. And then the horror is that the projects all gang up on you and demand to be finished around the same times T.T
Random thought: Pls call me out when u don't see me for too long, i may have died in my room
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